Thursday, February 7, 2008

Society

Exw apeiro kairo na grapsw, i nea xronia den ksekinise gia mena me tous kalyterous oiwnous, alla ayto den paizei kapoio rolo. Xtes gyrizw spiti k den eixa reuma, den eixa zesto nero, den eixa thermansi k fysika den eixa internet(Den exw internet pia sto spiti mou stis vrikseles, gurisa apo to break k den eixa internet etsi apla).I nea xronia me vrike ligo pio megali, ligo pio sovari, ligo pio ypeythini alla k polu pio mperdemeni k polu pio moni.
Oi vrikseles einai telika mia teleiws epifaneiaki poli, me epifaneiakous anthrwpous, texnokrates kata pleiopsifia, pou tous vlepeis apla na trexoun me ta koustoumia tous k na min koitane oute deksia oute aristera, apla viazontai na pane kapou.
Oi vrikseles einai mia poli xwris ourano k xwris ilio. Spania vlepeis to galazio xrwma tou ouranou, simera einai mia apo aytes tis meres, suntoma katalava oti den tha xreiastw ta gualia iliou. Imagine, pws sto grafeio mou me to pou tha vgei ligo o ilios katevainoun amesws automa ta storia mexri katw, oi anthrwpoi twn vrikselwn fovountai ton ilio?
Stis vrikseles i eisai epifaneiakos i ginesai, alliws apla parameneis apeksw apo to kuklwma.
Stis vrikseles kathe vdomada einai afierwmeni se kati px stis small businesses, i stin energy k akous tin commission na eksagelei kainourgia programmata, calls, idees klp, alla telika anarwtiesai ti apo ayta einai xrisimo, pio einai telika to apotelesma gia ton teliko apodexti.
Kathe paraskeui sunantietai i "casta" tou Koinovouliou k tis Epitropis stin Place Lux k ginontai liwma apo tis 7 to apogeuma, oi stagiaire k autoi pou douleuoun kanonika. Vlepeis sinithws apla atoma pou pinoun, den xoruoun den kanoun tpt apla pinoun k milane, pairnoun ti douleia gia to spiti, pinoun gia na kseskasoun, pinoun gia na ksexasoun, den kserw.
K meta ta mparakia sto st.gery's ekei mporei na vreis kosmo eythimo k xaroumeno pou mporei na xoreyei, alla k pali eisai stis vrikseles tpt den thumizei tin nyxterini zwi tis athinas.
Wstoso, maresei polu ena magazi stis vrikseles, legetai goupil le fol i kapws etsi, sygxwrate me, k einai prwin bordel, mesa einai diakosmimeno me apeira pragmata, i atmosfiara tou einail igo skoteini k zesti mazi, mousiki paizei apo ena jukebox k mou xoun pei pws an eisai tuxeros mporei na petuxeis akoma k zwntani mousiki. Exei wraio krasi chassis pou einai froutwdes kokkino alla varaei k oi megalyteres k wraioteres sizitiseis exoun ginei ekei.
Yparxoun fores pou mou leipeis akoma k an eisai konta.Ton teleutai okairo eida to into the wild-tainiara k tromero soundtrack- exei ena stixo pou leei min ertheis pio konta giati tha fygw egw, se eleytheri metafrasi. Exw arxisei na niwthw kapws etsi, mipws telika irthe i wra na fygw.
Niwthw toso mperdemeni den nomizw oti tha kataliksw pote se kapoio metaptyxiako. Thelw na gyrisw ton kosmo, thelw no celeing above me, thelw na gnwrisw indigenous people, thelw na taksidepsw latiniki ameriki, thelw na me paroun se mia praktiki edw stis vrikseles sto human rights watch, alla den prokeitai, thelw na paw stin afriki i sti vrazilia k na doulepsw se enan NGO? thelw panta pragmata toso asimvivasta me ton tropo pou skeftontai oloi oi upoloipoi.
Vasiak den me noiazei na vrw tin douleia twn 3.000 i 5.000€. Thelw apla na vgazw tosa wste na eimai ok k na mporw na sintiroumai k na kanw ta taksidia pou thelw.
Mexri twra to provlima mou allwste den itan toso ta xrimata, oso to motivation k oti den evriska sunodoiporous gia ta taksidia pou ithela na kanw.
Twra pia exw motivation, alla akoma den vriskw sunodoiporous, opote akoma k to pio wraio taksidi den einai pia wraio an den exeis kapoion na to moirasteis.
Prepei na steilw ena unedited writing sample, alla den kserw gia ti na grapsw, ase pou den prokeitai na me paroun outws i allws. Alla mallon tha prospathisw na grapsw kati-any ideas?
Den kserw pws tha einai ta pragmata gia mena se ligo kairo, den kserw an tha exw vrei apantiseis sta megala erwtimata pou me kinigane.
Elpizw simera to vrady pou tha gyrisw spiti na exw reuma toulaxiston k na exei gyrisei o agglaras k na nai ola ok.
Alliws opws leei k mia germanida fili "katarameno tsekouri"!

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